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some wishes [Oct. 17th, 2004|07:18 pm]
[mood |creativecreative]

So by Wednesday, I want to be a solid 125.
By Saturday, I want to be 124.

I have to run 4 times this week. I'm going to start using my school's work out center. I'm getting shape before pre-shape-pre-track. Hah, nice.

I really want to be tan
I really want to be toned
and live in Cali B-)

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little thinspiration [Oct. 16th, 2004|11:52 pm]
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |Juanes - Nada Valgo Sin Tu Amor]

so this is how I used to look 2 years ago...

and I'm determined, by Christmas, December 24th, 2004, I will look like that again

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So, I have a plan [Oct. 16th, 2004|10:54 am]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl]

regular person, wanting to be a vegetarian. Although it won't happen until I move out, I can still eat healthy and get more vegetables in here.
64oz everyday. Like I don't do that already.
I have to run a mile 4 days a week. 300 crunches everyday. 50 pushups. no questions asked.
I'm going to post in here everyday about my progress.

28 days later....that will be November 13th, 2004. I want to be 7 pounds lighter than from when I started. Not to shabby I think. Plus if I undershoot, I can't set myself up for disappointment :)

I'm doing this plan with someone from body_obsession. Hopefully, this will kick my ass in gear. Mine's being modified a little from her's, but you know, whatever counts!

The end
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blech guys, blech [Oct. 14th, 2004|10:00 pm]
[mood |embarrassedembarrassed]
[music |Lindsay Lohan - rumors]

By October 31st, I will be 121 pounds.

17 days and 5-6 pounds to lose. Thats very reasonable.

I'm in love with this song.

"I just need to free my mind, I just wanna dance and have a good time"

Lindsay Lohan, its so awesome!

Blah, today I ate horrible. But hey, its how the routine goes. I auctually ate in school today too. Blech ><

...I need a schedule or somethin to keep me on track here...

wake up 5:30AM and all that jazz
school from 6:40-1:40PM
seeing Nate after school...?
Alex's party from 7-9PM
9-12PM english project with Lauren and Katie Ox.

I really need to just exercise again. Real bad. Real bad. *kicks self* Like, I'm embarrased about myself. My friend Danielle is finally smaller than me. She has NEVER EVER EVER been smaller than me. Thats when I know I'm blah.



I think thats a good start

TUESDAY, NOVEMBER 2ND - 120 would be awesome. That would man. I'm going to do it :)

Blech. Now, to study for AP Bio (again! Hah!)
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So today was mix and match day in schoo, and I look friggen hot man [Sep. 28th, 2004|02:03 pm]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |rush on the radio]

chicken 70
2 pieces of bread 120

4-5 apple slices 16

1C of midnight cassrole 300 *whoo, didnt know that till I checked around there. ah well, Im full anyhow.*
2/3 of carnation instant breakfast 127

TOTAL SO FAR: 570 calories. not bad. Rounded up a bit, won't hurt anyone. now, to homework! This week is going good. I'm determined not to binge this week. I know I can do it :) AND! I can't weigh myself until Saturday morning too. Thats my promise. So I'm sticking to it babeah!
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ew. [Sep. 27th, 2004|02:53 pm]
[mood |blahblah]

1/2 of my turkey and cheese sandwhich 108
gran. bar 110
TOTAL: 218

other 1/2 of my sandwhich 108

1C of pasta salad 150
fluffernutter sandwhich 245
1/2 serving of chips 75
TOTAL: 470

2 servings of crackers :( 340

1,136 calories

oops. My goal this week is to get 15 miles in. So looks like the majority of my running will be today. le sigh. But I think I'm started my peroud soon, so I'm hoping, that is what might be up. I hopppppppppppppppe.
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Hiyamingas kiddos [Sep. 26th, 2004|04:25 pm]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

Honey Nut gran. bar from QUAKER 110
TOTAL: 110

1 serving of some chips 170
TOTAL: 170

1/2 cinn. raisen bagle with butter 130 + 25
TOTAL: 155

3-4 club crackers with a little peanut butter 48 + 75

2/3C special K vanilla 74
2% milk 44
TOTAL: 241

2 pieces of bread 140
cheese 45
turkey 80
miracle whip 45
mustard 5
TOTAL: 315

pita bread 55
peanut butter 95
honey 30
TOTAL: 180

1,171 normally thats not to to bad I guess, but considering its only 4:30 and I'm STILL hungry is pissing me off. arg >< so just tons more water, and some running I guess to help curve it. But I hate those days! Just where your eating, but your still HUNGRY even though you only ate like 1-2 hours ago. I know most of it could be all the carbs, so more protien and fiber for me tomorrow. but still. sheesh!
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2004|05:18 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Juanes]

animal crackers - 230
2 oatmeal cookies - 110
gran. bar - 110
some shredded cheese - 50
bagle :( - 145
butter - 30
random chips - 30
special K - 110
milk - 60

875 calories. not to bad, but I'm going out to eat with the girls later, so I hope that I can fake not feeling to well.

And with that, either later on tonight, or sometime, I want to run. hmm, maybe now? maybe so ;)
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2004|10:36 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]

I need some motivation. Its weird when a friend of yours is in the same community as you. blech.

OK starting tomorrow, I will do better. starting with a morning run :)

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Yooo [Sep. 14th, 2004|06:57 pm]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |some 97 dance mix, lmao]

So, I had between 1200-1500, and I just got done running. A beautiful thing. Although tomorrow, I'm having no more of these cookies and chocolate. blech.

I'm going dress shopping on Saturday. I got to be strong for this, phew! 4 days to run alot and get myself on the right track :)

Um, and I think I really have to start my homework. I think, I have some new goals though

By the end of October, I want to be in my 4/5 pants again (I'm in a 6/7 currently, but those are kind of big on me) and then by Christmas, I want to be a size, anywhere from 1-3. That would be so nice :)

*crosses fingers*

I really wish I had time to run in the morning, its so nice to be energized! :)
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