Dreamin of a better place

my heart belongs in Cali

11 February
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Yeah, this is my *other* journal. Usually if your reading this, I met you through a community and you're not one of my friends that I grow up/go to school with. :-p They would absolutly kill me if they found this out, and that I have this problem *again*.

I don't have any entries in this just yet. Oddly enough I want to lose *more* weight before writing in *this* journal. So for now, I post in communities and remain hopeful.

I didn't choose this, but I do choose to live with it. So hey, and if you don't like what you read and see, feel free to exit out of the box. You know, click on the little button in the top right hand corner of the screen. With the little X in it?

Yeah, that one :-p

catiegurl is my real journal, feel free to visit that! I promise to entertain you with my comedic entries ;)

A little info, because I'm good like that.

<3NAME:<3 Katherine Rose. But you can call me Katie ;) owow!
AGE: 17, 18 in Feb :D
HEIGHT: 5'2.5 damnit!
STAGE GOAL(S) WEIGHT: 124/121/118/115/110
LIFETIME WEIGHT: I would be totally happy anywhere between 95-110. Truthfully.

COLOR: PINK! I absolutly adore the color. Legally Blonde and Reese Witherspoon? Thats me :D
FOOD: Chocolate. That, and yogurt and granola. Oh baby, baby.
DRINK: I love water. That and I have a love for fruit2O, but it cost SO MUCH! arg ><
ANIMAL: LLAMAS! Hands fricken down
MOVIE: Legally Blonde *durh* and Monty Python and the Holy Grail
MUSIC: Britney Spears and Jessica Simpson. Ashlee and Ryan Cabrera comes close in 2nd though :D
BAND: Dashboard Confessional and JET. Sublime too :D
BOOK: So many! Tale of 2 Cities, DaVinci Code, Seize The Night/Fear Nothing, and Wizards First Rule. I'm a bookworm, shoot me. :-p
PERSON(S): I love my friend Theo, Danielle, Kat, Jesk and Krystal. :-p Hah! Collin too, and Aebi! And of course my awesome boyfriend, Nathan. <3 I have lots of friends though! But they usually pull me out of being blah at those moments :-p
INSTRUMENT: pino. I've played it for 6 years. But I want to learn how to play the native american flute. Awesome hu?
STATE: Californa! I'm going to live there :D Even though I live in MI. But I've been to Cali 4 times already!
LANGUAGE: spanish! Yo hablo espanol en mi escuela para cuatro anos ahora. Juanes es mi favorita musica escuchar a en espanol tambien!
CAR: 94 LeBaron convertable, red, with charcoal interior. I'm hoping to buy it soon! But I love those bug convertables, but I'm poor :-p
SCHOOL SUBJECT: AP Gov/AP Spanish hands down. I would love AP Bio, if it wasn't AP Bio :-p
DAY: Early Saturday mornings, and Fridays :D
TIME: I love it when its late at night/early morning. I love walking outside when no ones up yet.
WEATHER: Cloudy days, and sunny days. I love rain days too
FLOWER: Rose, hence, my middle name!
DESIGN: I love hearts everywhere. I dot all my letters with them!

.*Eating Disorder Survey*.

Created by derminster and taken 400 times on bzoink!

Lowest Weight?90
Highest Weight?130
What weight do you want to weigh?95
What eating disorder do you have?meh. ed nos, ish, ana, sort of
In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?it evens out to around 1200
Do you throw up your food on occasion?no
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?Yes
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?I'm training for winter track
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?nope
Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?Yes, but only for 3 days
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?no
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?Yes
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?nope
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?no! blech
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?Look at me now, durh
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?Yes
What part of your body would you change?My legs
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?4
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?nope, which is why I still have a high self esteem ;)
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?At times
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?Yes!
Do you think you eat healthy enough?nope
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?naw, cause I'm a runner :-p
Fat grams?I was alot, but most the time not. More energy for the bang, if used well
Are you often tired/fatigued?about 50% of the time
Do you feel more energised after eating food?uhhuh!
Do you eat meat?unfortunatly, my parents make me
Do you eat your food in a certain way? ie cut it up into small pieces, etc.Yes, I eat it in small pieces most the time
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?They used to
Have you ever thrown up blood?nope
Is your heart bpm above 49?Yes
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?Yes
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?Yes and No
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?If thats how you are, go for it, but don't push it on other people
Do you have any other mental disorders? ie Bipolar, BDD, etc.nope
What's your favourite food to eat?Granola Bars and chocolate :)
Favourite drink?diet snapple, or Fruit2O!
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?Yes
Do you want to recover?I have, and I don't really like it to much. Meh.

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